I cut my wrist 4 times.. becos my dear doubted my love for her..and I am quite upset over it.. can she believe a manipulated lie by her bff from habbo? one whom might turn things around? perhaps..my habbo was hacked by .. 3 suspects.. 1 hayden , 2 Zedd 3.. maybe my ex, Claudia Teo..[ I shall not go into details more.. cos the more I say, the more upset and unhappy I get to be.. blamed for things which I never do or even say. ]
1. Since when have I ever like pinoy girls? [ i'm rather racist sorry to say. ] , 2. Cess everyone knows she's happily attached with someone already in real life, 3rd. I love my baby Crysta so much dearly den anything else in this whole crazy universe, I'll never think of cheating on her with other people?! Let alone asking other people to be my stead. Whom in the right mind will cheat? Gosh, I'm not even a player.



Baby if ur reading this.. I want you to know that I'd already dug my heart out for you, people may cry tears but i cried blood and bled for you.

Hello Fatties~~

As you all may know, I'm a person whom has little or no patience with certain people, and this..boils down to one thing; Habbo. I get irritated every time when I stead with someone from Habbo, and they go around telling you that its only a virtual game, and the feelings? just virtual, and will never bring out to real life. Aren't we all real human beings playing that silly game? and .. won't we at least bring certain feelings into the game itself? o,o

Yeah I shall not name whom that person is and how she " broke my pixel heart" , get it? Pixel heart xDDD!!~~ yada yada yada~~ Hey, I did truly loved her once k? and my feelings for her? has became real and mutual, its not only jus Habbo alone, my feelings are being duped by that one girl. And because of it, I broke up with her telling her " oops I think I broke your Habbo heart :X , and how stupid can you be? " pwnz .. and that " Its just a virtual game k? My feelings for you is just virtual. " < having her words thrown back at her, she got a huge slap onto her face xDD TO me? seeing her shock expression and what ever she responded was like winning the lottery. At least now she knows how hurt I've been when I was with her. >:)

Well, my tips for you? Never date anyone on Habbo.. can date, but.. Never give her/him your all, unless you really want that girl/boy to be your real life stead, and I have no say, but good luck to you all. =BBBB

haha sorry to disappoint u people that I'd not been blogging lately .. erm due to stress? personal problems and of course.. my piano performances :<<< sad hor? i know you all miss me badly lah.. hahaha.. shall blog soon :)

Sold my iPhone to my mom for $600 bucks cos I don't wish to earn money from her you know? So I'm having a 3G plan now, however, will get my $500 handset voucher next month, therefore intending to get one 3G phone xDD!! haha!

Anyways went DDR with Nurul and Prisc after class last night, had much fun taking crazy neoprints with them too.. k I upload funny video k? its Afronova < the ddr song we danced..

Dearest Baby Love,

I do feel sad and lonely at times when we couldn't text or call each other, but my heart's telling me that you are near no matter what happens. Circumstances like these only brought me closer to you each and every day. Nothing much happening in my life lately, I have stopped playing ddr le, cos I feel that not only is it a waste of money, my health's deteriorating too. [ Do not fret dear, I've seen a doctor le, and I do not have asthma but have some what closer to that kind of illness, shortness of breath, as I do not exercise daily, if I suddenly go do this type of " exercise " my body won't be able to take it de. ] Know that I'll always love you no matter what, even if you hurt me, I'll still forgive you de.

Loads of Love,
Ash'

Ok.. Luff all u wan =,='

Not been blogging as many things happened to me recently, first and foremost, my blur sotong sickness found its way back into me =,='' been very clumsy,for example, I had tapped my hand phone onto the EZ-Link card reader after a long bus trip from Katong to Bugis [yes its funny right? but it was quite an embarrassment as the commuters were staring at me, some cute girls were even giggling away.] that's not all you know, just yesterday, after break at some classes at BMC, I thought the wall was the door and I went straight into it, OUCH right?! :I geez..and my classmates were like," Ashleigh are you alright? " D: .. haish.. hope things will be better soon..[ maybe its because I'd bought a bag tag from this cranky shop at Iluma, Bugis, that says " Sotong " and I'm living the name out of it =,= ]

Met out with my dearest Baby Crysta since the day before and today. She's beautiful, I mean it k? I was so stunned by her beauty that I forgot how to talk. lmao?~ I can't help myself but to look directly into her eyes all the time when we chat with each other at Starbucks, Compass Point, yeah I went all the way from Lakeside to Sengkang just to see her daily and its and hour of train rides.. but I do not mind at all, cos its all worth it alright? :) [ As for today's meet with her, I was wearing my sun glass with the fact that I can never see properly without my spects,I went walking straight past her D: .. only turned around when she called out my name.. lawl?! whoops?] okay, maybe I should not act so cool all the time anymore, that's more like stupid of me.

Baby actually pitied the rose that I gave to her today, as it was already withering by the time I went home and she, back to school. I told her one sentence, " a rose may wither and die, but my love for you is undying. " it touched her heart I supposed.. miss her so much, wanna see her badly again..

~ Ash

MY LIKES ^^

Hellow People/Fatties!!
I would be blogging about my likes only, for you to know me better today ^^
haha! Today's Good Friday so .. Happy Easter peoples! Dun forget how our Lord Jesus Christ ascended to Heaven today k? :) Lets give thanks to the Lord in Heaven . [ Gees i sound like some pastors :X ]

My Likes :

- I love exploring Singapore for the best food here in Asia! Since we're a multi-racial country.. got many cheap and affordable cuisines! Like going all the way to Katong just to eat the Katong Laksa there!!

- I love playing the piano be it for performance, for my friends or for leisure :) I'll only play Romantic songs k? By Chopin, or by Yiruma :)

- I love going to Bugis :DD that's my usual hang out haunt ^-^ !! All started when I was young when my mom keep bringing me there for shopping -,='' The entire area I've already explored finish le :D hahaha!!

- I like watching the rain pour down from my room's window..

- I like chatting on the phone with my Crysta Ng ^-^ Love her very much k? D:

- Love animals much like kittens, puppies and hamsters :D they so cute i wanna squeeze them xDD!! hahahaha!!

- I love dark things like vampires, witches wizards, and out of this world things :x ok I still love vampires >:BB

- I love to DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION @ ARCADES all over SINGAPORE, its a waste of time and money but there's the thrill!! Its even considered as some form of exercise alright? xPP

- LAST But not LEAST!! > i LOVE eating TAKO BALLS from ION & PLAZA SING !! hahahah!! & Doing CRAZY THINGS!! like BOOMZX!! lawl!!