HELLO PEOPLEE!!! <33 Whom miss me? lmao~?

Okay, I'm here to bring u the latest news about what's happening in my life these few days k? Been playing at a spoiled DDR machine @ Zone-X, Dobhy Ghuat mrt station till it made me pissed off with the service people there, there were many missing notes you know? So I kinda played until pek cek, they said they'll repair it but fuck, they didn't :I I pity other players whom didn't know about the glitch in the machine, but hell I never told them anything and walked away with an evil smile =X [ Will only play at Jurong Point and Iluma from now onwards..]

Kinda skipped Literature classes with my close friends, Nurul and Priscilla yesterday evening, as we were thinking that lessons for that day would've been rather dry and boring. We chilled out at the Istana Park after buying our sandwiches from Subway and I? Gotten myself an Asahi dry, my fav beer k? xDD i mean i drink, and I can really drink much but I don't smoke, but my friends, they were rather annoyed that I didn't join them in smoking :X .. We kinda shared spine chilling stories in the dark park, but it was around 8 plus in the late evening? lol [ noticed a few weird old people walking past us which didn't help at all, I got a little freaked out X: ] and we moved on talking about our relationships, our best and our worse? Priscilla's funny, she entertained us quite a fair bit and I couldn't control my laughter [ as I was already abit high and drunk .. lol]

One story from Priscilla which I find rather funny was, she was clubbing with her bestie n her bro, and they were drunk? and went past this hawker center, her bestie stole a packet of kway teow and passed to the bro, and Pris? stole 2 fish cake =,='' and they got off scot fwee, her bro was like " wtfuck??" and when they woke up in the morn, they opened the fridge and wondered wth the things they stolen came from.. LAWL?! Her bro's response was, " hungry right? go cook ur kway teow lah ! " lmao~?


~ Ash

Hope ur guys love it :) its dedicated to all of u xDD hahahah!!! Surprise from habbo xP

The relationship seems to have stalled, and then your partner mumbles something like, "I want time," or "I want space," or "I want to date," or "I need to devote myself to my career." Almost always, what he or she means is, "I want out." These things happen. Don't drag it out. Say, "Sounds like you want to break up. I'm sorry you feel that way, but I understand. I hope we can remain friends."

I think that was what Kyra-Ann meant when she asked for a time out? But her excuse given was that she was too Stressed with her school work, which I find its completely doofus when she can call and text her so called guy friend aka her old flame and not even have time to call and talk to me or even text me back, which is like total courtesy? Where is she heading? The " Claudia Teo " way of ignoring text messages; can't be bothered to reply only to your boyfriend? " Give me a break. Well, all my close friends got to know what happened of course, they are quite concerned, yes it is Hayden, Tricia, Nurul and Priscilla. Their answers are the same, " She's faking it, Ash, she still likes that guy a hell loads" , or even " just break up with her lah, she's not worth lor, after all your two patched back also you got no feelings. "

I did sat down and pondered over the whole relationship thing I have with Kyra-Ann, and remembered once I met up with my ex, Claudia, she kept saying Kyra-Ann's so poor thing ending up with me, cos I've not been a good boyfriend to Kyra-Ann, had I? Where's the feelings that I once shared with her? Gone in a puff of smoke? Especially when she cheated behind my back with Cheryl Lim, a few weeks back, eventually they broke up, and this Kyra-Ann crawled back to me and begged me for forgiveness, when she herself once said in anger that she'll never come back to me ever again? ~ lolness~

"I would give her anything she wants, but it just doesn't seem to do any good. She takes my presents, thanks me, tells me I'm a nice guy, but she doesn't love me." It's a story I've heard over and over again from men. He gives, gives, gives. She takes, takes, takes. And the other guy gets the girl. [ Hmm, sounds like it, when I was with Claudia Teo.. LOL?! But the girl I'm currently with now doesn't want me to spend a single cent on her and just be myself ^-^ hehe.. oh.. which girl ah, someone nor..She knows that I'm a ddr freak, what amused me was that she said if I were never to think of her but only of DDR, the arrows would've been sent shooting through her heart !! :X of course I love her and all, but I ain't gonna rush in the relationship but take things slowly k? ^^ ]

Hey Guys! Here's a self test for yourself and my last piece of advice ;) :

How do you know when you're giving too much too soon?

You call them more than they call you.

You make all the plans, pay most of the time, or buy all the presents.

You are always doing something for them, and you feel cheated and angry because the giving is not reciprocated.

You sense they're beginning to take you for granted.

You feel desperate for their love and are worried about losing them.

Over-giving has already gotten to the "crazy love" stage if:

Your only happiness seems to be making them happy.

You pour yourself into helping them succeed, even to the point of ignoring your own life.

They're beginning to pull away, and you keep doing more and more to get them to stay.

Your friends say you've changed and they never see you any more.

Ciaossu~! ^^

I have been DDR-ing once again this time, at Jurong Point only with my two Godsisters, Ai Leng & Samantha, both related to each other some how. :) They're cool k? hahaha Have already tried difficult levels for most of the songs, and I enjoy playing Basic still for Afronova, Speed x 3 :D so fun , difficult level for that song, I'm already practicing and only managed to score a B, as for Doll? Difficult Level? I've finally attained an A xP

I do not know if I should blog this or not, but I'm a person whom's very afraid of love. Lets just say, if a person loves me too much, I'll feel suffocated, and some how or rather drop that person like a hot potato, if you know what I mean. I may be afraid of love doesn't mean I do not like anyone at this point of time. I'm a person whom doesn't know how to treat someone good, neither do I know how that person would like me to love her, love without any expectations is still the best, and nobody likes to be controlled. I'm sure every girls out there would love to be as free as a bird, right? the same goes for us guys. Face it, we guys are much more practical in every relationships. I do not believe in things called fate, neither do I believe in past lives or what girls often like to fantasize, past lovers. What I believe in is that God has purpose for all of us, and the people we meet have all been arranged by Him. Every hurts and break ups are for us to learn to be better people and when the real deal comes, we know how to love that person to the fullest :) our life time partner of course. h3h3.. I do wonder who that special girl is, whomever she is, I pray that she'll do well in her studies and excel in her work and goals xP

Think I've grown up a little bit here already.. til then, fellow readers :)

~ Ash

Today, me and my gang plus my mom went to the USS @ Sentosa early in the morning, to our much surprise, its already quite packed with tourist D: ... !! LOL?!?! Tricia was late though, and Hayden? Well, he couldn't wait to take all those thrilling roller coaster rides available at the park =,='' me? I'm just plain hungry and not the least enthu about the rides :X

Well, Hayden and Tricia ran off first before I could chase after them, they ran to take the " Revenge of the Mummmy" ride, me ah.. I .. hmm.. lets say, slowly strolled down Hollywood snapping wonderful pictures and headed last with my mom to take that ride.. LOL! The entire tomb's so dark I had to follow the Japanese tourist right in front of me xDD made friends with them and spoke to them in broken Japanese though xDDD !! lol [ we were making fun of the poor ride attendants :X ] the ride was awesome and I wanted to do it over and over again, however, its scary too at the same time.. and besides, I sat alone at the back of the roller coaster =,=''

Caught up with them there after and went to take most of other boring rides with them [ skipped a few cos of my mom, have to accompany her you know instead of .. ps her =X ] hey the snapshot I took with " marily monroe " was KEWL , She's HAWT !! LAWL [ Kyra baby, dun jealous k? no one 's as hawt and beautiful as u :X ]
And for the rest of the day? I only ate and ate and ate ?! [ What? I was hungry k?! ]
And we headed back home leaving the two peeps of mine" dating" there at the park :X .. poor Tricia.. LAWL!!!

~ Ash

Went to the Cathay @ Dobhy Ghaut for Cosplay Fashion event yesterday, there were loads of cool characters cosplaying mostly by SG cafe members, and I'm proud to be one of them, as I am also an SG Cafe user xP. Well, I didn't cosplayed this time round, only my son, Franics did, as Ouran High Host Club's Hani-senpai. [ He was in the middle of attractions though, as he's afterall, an obitsu boy from volks Japan.. ]

Met my favorite Hitman Reborn fellow cosplayers :) They kinda invited me to join their group for the next few cosplay events .-. me?? I'm gonna cosplay as the cutest and most powerful arcrobelano, Hitman Reborn himself ^-^~~!! Guess what? The girl, my new friend, whom played as Chrome Mukuro, happns to be my junior from my alma mater, Yuhua Sec xPP.. She was like shocked? LOL!! And anyway, the other girl cosplaying as Lambo? Well, she's rather palyful and left a great impression on me and we became instant buddies. LOL!! She loves my doll, Francis, by the way.

That's all for now, leaving nothing but pictures for u readers!! hahaha

Stop asking me to stop playing DDR!! I love it! I'm improving already! Playing difficult levels for both Doll and Afronova while Claudia's perhaps still stuck with basic x 3? for Afronova, when I've already miraculously managed to get a B for Afronova Difficult x 3? D: lol!?!?!? Claudia.. u reading this, I think you should start camping at the DDR machine already lah xDDDD .. ( Laughs at u and smacks my butt ) However, been sick lately, so only ddr for two games daily. yeah! DAILY~ Poor Hayden and my few friends were dragged to see me play.. without playing with me and the weather's driving me crazy xDDD!!!!!!!!

~ Ash

Staircase @ Iluma, Our Secret Hideout :P

D: Who took my picture?! Waiting 4 bus 2 Iluma

Tricia & Hayden walking 2 Bus Stop :P SMILE LAH!

Having some fun @ Milienia Walk xDDDDD

I have stopped going to Westmall to play DDR at their arcade already, because I do not wish to have anything at all to do with my ex, Claudia.

Met out with Hayden and Tricia again yesterday. We kinda went down town to Ion@ Orchard to have tako balls, oh yes.. TAKO BALLSS!!! lol for luncheon. I ordered 10 pieces of it with egg salad! Its AWESOMELY GREAT! hahaha, crispy on the outside and soft on the inside! Lol, however, when you eat too much of tako balls, you'll get sick of them! Gosh!! =X

Taken a few pictures here and there while we headed from Suntec to iluma xDD my favorite hang out k? Its as though I've been there daily .. =,= till most of the people working at the shops there know me already.. hahaha.. xD next time they shall call me by my name :P You know, the IT fair's rather boring =X and yeah.. but me and Hayden were caught by Tricia oogling at other pretty girls D: ~~~ EEK!

Hello People!!

:DDDD * and the grin goes on * I know you all miss me, cos I have not been blogging lately, God knows why k? Well, actually I fell sick again, this time more worse, due to Singapore's silly weather. [ More like I've been ddr-ing daily at Bugis for no reason!!]

Geez, both my great buddies, Tricia and Hayden are both going to Universal Studios next Monday, while I myself, will be going with my own loving mama on the following Monday after theirs' .. lol.. Doubt I'll have any fun, since I'm unable to follow them :< mama say school holiday surely got alot of people de, later wait for rides, I'll be pek cek, which is quite true =X lol!!!

Still, I must emphasize that I'm currently single and unavailable.. wth?! Cos I like someone already ma, how can go look for a girlfriend when I myself is interested in that girl? D: .. right or not? But its fun that I get to look at other girls while I'm out with my buddies without any consideration or in fear that " my gf is jealous or angry with me ", which is usually the case when I was with either Claudia or Kyra-Ann.. hahhahaha xD

k luh, I shall blog another tyme ;)

~ FatFat

This girl that I like.. She's from my Literature class, her name's Rena :) Well, she's an Eurasian xPP and she's 15 this year D: .. Yesterday was my 2nd day that I've been in the class and we became great friends instantly.. yeah.. and I was quite shy around her, and when we were in a group of 4 having break time, I tried not to look directly into her eyes.. LOL?! and kinda like banged into the wall while talking to my friend and lookin at her? D:...

We kinda exchanged numbers and all, and she loves my jokes.. I dunno?! I have much feelings for her, and its just not jus an ordinary crush! She's really adorable.. hahah She wanted to know more things about me when we texted each other so, I told mostly about myself, my past relationships with Claudia and Kyra-Ann? LOL she feels sorry for me, but I told her life goes on, and I don't know what I did but yeah, she loves my jokes however asked me why am I so unfunny.. lol? and I told her I like her and all yeah.. my heart was like pumping quite fast and I couldn't sleep.. she told me, time will tell.. and let nature take its course.. lol?! WOAH.. and I'm supposed to be teaching her piano, but soon enough.. and hopefully her feelings for me will grow .. :D !! hahaha!! ..

Anyways, I've bought my own E-amusement card already, so I can level up with it on the DDR games that I play xDD hahahha.. Playing Difficult level now.. slowly practicing, perfecting myself .. so that one day I can be better then my ex, Claudia xPPP.. hahahha...

I know I look so geeky with this new glasses I bought from a random shop @ Jurong Point k? and my new hairstyle's not helping much xDD hehe

Single, Unwanted. LOL?! What else can I say? Living my life being single now? xDDD .. having fun with my friends? D: till I go crazy? gosh.. Anyways, I'm gonna attend courses on Radio Dj-ing @ the Radio Academy this month xDD .. hahaha, who wants to hear my voice on the radio? maybe on 98.7 Fm? * wishes * xDD.. but daddy also want me take up the Mediacorp acting course too.. should I ? xPPP

Dear Friends/Fans,

I won't be going for DDR for the next few days or even weeks or even going out, because out of stupidity, I went to smash my injured leg against the wall last night. As I was super angry and frustrated by someone. Have ur ever seen someone wearing a cast and playing DDR at the same time? D: I want try xDDD [ Its just a minor crack, lets pray that my leg will be better by next week x,x .. ] I hate wearing a cast =,='' [ Therefore, right now, I ain't wanna wear it when I'm at home or when I go out xDD!! Will limp all the wall if I can :DDD ]

Anyways, I'm finding someone to be my DDR partner, to go play DDR together with me.. erm.. who want neh? D: hehe DDR partner sounds like DDR girlfriend . . ? D: wth .. don't anyhow think hor. Let me know k? .. [ Kyra, you want or not? or I'll ask Joeleen le D: .. dun worry, I won't want to be training with the Claudia de :) anyone else but her ^-^]

~ FatFat

Today, met her in habbo room of course, her friend twicked me say got Roller Trap in the room, fk lah, I stalk le, its Claudia's habbo room nor =,= cb.. Den she ask me meet her at Bukit Batok today, DDR Show down with her. She was late herself, i waited like crazy k?

Don't ask me, I'm totally pissed off by her, cos she kept pissing me off and called me her dog, my response was big, I scolded her mother fucker and all, and we shouted and scream off our heads at each other at the arcade. Thank goodness the noise level there clouded our voice, but people were wondering what the hell these two people shouting for, some more all bad words -,-..

She won me , because she sabotaged the speed for the games. =,='' SHE knew my leg was injured and STILL purposely SABOED me. . Fuck lah [ I buay song after that and went off to Jurong Point to practice DDR myself and met two new friends, both quite chio lei hahahha, they so pro in DDR can , all songs all get full combo, den I ask one of them to be my DDR Hero, i meant :X DDR teacher =X .. lol and we played two rounds together and exchanged numbers xDD ]

Will be seeing them again soon, to play DDR together :) .. pushing myself to move on to Difficult Level for the game :D yeah! I'm a DDR freak :D ~ peace ~

Si Claudia, I know you may be SO PRO in DDR, think again, maybe ur more pro den me, BUT UR NOT AS PRO AS MY NEW FOUND FRIENDS :D and Corin NOT AS PRO AS THEM !!!

[ Tricia trying to be Candy Man? D: while me sleep? wait.. no.. what about.. Nitemare on Iluma? hahahahhahahahhaha xDDDDDDDD crap la ]



[ Me emo-ing thinking of only Kyra-Ann :( ]



[ Hayden and Tricia xDD ]


[ SHHHH! Tricia don't know me doing rabbit sign k? ]

The previous post was removed as it was a test to see whether Kyra-Ann really loves me or not. It was posted by one of my friends. Well he had apologized to her, at first when Kyra read it she thought it was I whom posted and she'd gotten very upset over it and sms-ed me asking for answers, and because she didn't trust me, I was so angry with myself and sad at the same time and just anyhow crossed the road to Iluma without looking, and got hit by a stupid BMW driver, which became a hit and run accident. Injured my left leg very badly [ that stopped me from playing my favorite DDR game :< ]

Anyways, went out with Hayden and Tricia yesterday, firstly to Sengkang to Tricia's house to play with her golden retriver pup, Marley; what a naughty dog. LOL! He'll jump onto everyone and anyone >,> and he almost wanted to bite the balls out of me and Hayden DD: lawl! I suspect Marley's a girl puppy though. I kept making fun of Tricia when she said bad dog and all, and I told her that I'm not her dog =X

There after, we headed to some where in Bugis to try the infamous most delicious Laksa I've ever tasted in my entire life xP [ It wasn't spicy at all and the Nasi Lemak's chilli complimented the dish itself, too bad its just a small bowl. No wonder Hayden ordered 2 bowls, next time I shall order 3 bowls myself xDDD!! ] We all had such a fun day going shopping, going crazy and having a great time together at both Bugis Junction and Iluma, if my leg wasn't injured, I would've played DDR at least 20 rounds, but ended up stressing my own leg for 3 rounds each at both arcades T-T [ If that ex Claudia of mine shall be reading this post, she'll laugh at me -,- ]

Will upload pictures on another post :) hahaha, your guys are gonna finally see the pictures of me, Hayden and Tricia :D my two god-siblings :)

~ FatFat Fatty Fat [ LOL wth, extended nick name =X ]

"Dearest Baby Girl Kyra-Ann,

Surprised to see my email? haha, it may be a little out-dated but I do hope and try my best to at least bring about a smile onto your face =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD * and the grin goes on *

I supposed what they say is true, about Roses being red and Violets, well, being blue, and that love poems are just poems, until you fall in love; the same goes for love songs are just songs, until I met you :B

There may be ups and downs in life, but I will never ever hurt you like before, once bitten twice shy, I've learned my mistakes through the hardest way, and now that you're back with me, I'm here to mend your broken heart, to kiss your tears away, and to make you feel secure in my arms. I do not wish to quarrel with you in any ways, with regards to the recent things that happened between the both of us. I hope this lesson makes us stronger and make our bond with each other stronger then before. You know that I will never put the blame onto you, it always starts with me, I guess, because after all, I take responsibility over you.

Even though it may sound silly, for I am, after all, your Silly Boy, but I just can't help myself, falling in love with you, Kyra.
I will never make promises that I can never carry out. I do want to be there for you, for now and for always you know?

Here is my poem for you..[ written for you only k? ]

When I first met you I didn't care,

Then after a while I felt you there.

Before I met you my hopes had seemed to die,

And now my eyes have no more tears to cry.

Now the sun has shines from above,

cause you surrendered me with your love.

And why I feel this way about you....

I just don't know.

All I know is that I won't ever let go.

I won't let go of what I feel,

And with this poem I will make you a deal.

I promise to always love you

and respect you in everything that I do.

Cause one thing that I know is....

That I'm all about you..

~ Je-taime , Kyra-Ann

Ash' "

Ok this is a funny video, I look too smexy dancing =X hahaha
Courtesy of Ciphras ;) ( ps. Claudia, I know u're lookin at my blog, this is to kick ur ass ;P , I'm much better in DDR now then ever. )


To DearDear Kyra, I know I look silly xDD silly for only you xPPP

Who agrees with me that only silly people get angry over small radical issues? ._. well I received a personal attack by my now ex, Claudia. Apparently she called me an asshole, nice one; " Hi my name's Ashleigh and I happen to be an Asshole. " I didn't know that.. hahahaha.. not funny. It went to my mind that only people whom behaves like an asshole calls other people asshole, especially after a break up. * heaves a sigh * [ ps. I'm not affected by it, as it shows how imbecile she can be, behaving a like a child! * haha..HAH! * ]

On a lighter note, I went out with my Habbo buddies, Ciphras aka Hayden & FunkyHabbo aka Jason today. We kinda took a cab together all the way to Hayden's house, which is surprisingly near to my own humble home, I was quite shock, by the way, as I have always been walking down his block without realizing it! :3 [ Great! Now we can meet any time we want ! ] We headed to Westmall's Mac's for lunch and then went straight to the Arcade aka Time zone for DDR session, or shall I be more precise? That it was I whom DDR-ed alone while they were being my cheer leaders? erm.. Spectators? D: lmao~ [ BTW, Claudia and Corin didn't turn up as I expected them to be. ] I'm happy that I have graduated from holding onto the silly DDR- Stand's Bar for support, now that I can freely move and dance around without holding onto it xDD and besides, I've managed to score Full combo and an A for Afronova today ^-^ .. hehe ..

My favorite songs to DDR are : Afronova, Doll, Dynamic Rave Air Special, Sunkiss raindrops, Blind Justice and Dub-i-Dub. h3h3 ..

Had a little misunderstanding with Kyra, my precious Baby :) However, we have cleared it, now that I'm aware of what's going on in her life, I do not feel threatened by it anymore, as my trust for her is always there, and my love for her doesn't change at all, I have been loving her from the start =DD I just want her to be happy ultimately you know? No point controlling someone in a relationship, it'll only turn up unhealthy. As for myself, there's still a long way to go for me to learn how to love someone, and I'm lucky to be loving Kyra :D [ Such a lucky bastard ]

~ Till then

I hate Claudia, well I left her without letting her know, guess what? She go habbo and went to look for a 16 year old shuai habbo? wth? FunkyHabbo told me everything lor. What a .. I dunno what to say. [ U and I know, what ever she wants, I buy for her without consideration, even bought food for her and her best friend when they were hungry.. wth right? ]