[Left 2 Right: -Checkmate, -POLKADOTS, nekoWookie, =Devilious= aka Damdeok]
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I ran away from home yesterday... Many things happened and I was unable to handle all of it at one go, felt kinda stressed.. But I know I have to be strong for someone. My parents don't even bother calling me to check if I was going home or not, I can't blame them, they're always busy with work, other then that, Mom's starting to read English Novels again and dad? the newspapers.

Well, since I ran away from home, for the night after some incident happened between me and somebody, I went straight to St.James 2 Club with strangers and some of my friends whom loves the clubbing scene. They made me drink of course, and not only did we danced wildly to the music, we had crazy fun together until lets say 3 am in the morning? [ I don't remember much, I just drank and drank and drank; luckily I didn't vomit this time, just got a hang over in the morning when I woke up. ] Stayed over at my friend's house till 10 am? and headed home just before my parents got up xDD

Am I said to be going wild? I don't care anymore. Nobody does.

Anyways, mom wants me to be making pineapple tarts with her, I agreed unwillingly, but after asking all my friends if they are willing to try it if I make them, most told me why not? Perhaps one day if I'm good enough, maybe I can start selling them online or something =D, right? Well, Dear wants to be the first to try, she shall be my first victim on Monday * sniggers *

Went over to Ah Girl's house 2 day, we were happily playing a monkey brain toggle game when her mom, my God mother came home with bread for us all; she suddenly asked me to go into her room and gave me the talk [ I shall not say more ] ... well, I told her everything about what my family has done to me and she told me that she's more or less suffered the same thing that I'm going through now , and our families are more or less the same. I'm not surprised myself for I come from a pretty much dysfunctional family whom doesn't bother talking to each other, especially between my dad and my elder brother. [ We both grew up in a seriously abusive family, as in, physically abused by either of our parents when we were young, they instilled fear in us, and verbally abused by our father; they're always taking WORK as an excuse to beat us up or scold us.] I feel that I'm a mistake, I shouldn't even had been born! The reason why I turned to God is because of all these shit that I had been through since young. [ I once turned to the Devil but he didn't helped much..; as a child, I was filled with much hatred towards my abusive parents .. whom always uses money to " pay " back to me 4 their abusiveness and busyness with work.]

Remember the letter Ryan gave to me? Well if you're reading this, my dad found it inside one of my pockets when I brought my pants for washing. Little did I knew he would call up the poor boy's school and made troubles [ well my dad or shall I say , the crazy old man always create more problems then I myself can handle and I always face the music, not him, once he even made my classmates turned their backs against me, because he, whom went to my school one day to find me, barged into my classroom and saw us all playing or rather gambling on poker cards, u should know the rest of the story.. ] History repeats itself, a logger headed person would never change his/ her character.

Once again, I had to clear what ever shit my dad's left on the ground; me and God ma Lin cleared all misunderstandings of course. Its not that I,as my father's child do not have respect for him, its more like he doesn't deserve the respect from me, as HE DOES NOT RESPECT MY PRIVACY!! furthermore, DOES THINGS BEHIND MY BACK WITHOUT INFORMING ME OR QUESTIONING ME! WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE WANT? TO SEE MY FAMILY BREAK APART?! [ I just can't understand WHY THE FUCK DOES MY MOTHER HAS TO PUT UP WITH HIS NONSENSE!!!?] of course end of the day, both me and my brother will side with our mom. [ I came home and questioned my dad of course, but it hurts me much to see him denying it. And even dared bring up other subjects which is not related to it and end up blaming me for his mistakes! ]

They're damn lucky I have brains to think, at this rate, my other friends would've seek drugs or even hang out with the wrong group of people outside instead of heading home straight, what's holding me is my other family, Ah Girl, her bro, and my God mother, my mom and my own brother. [ I do not wish to always return home to face my father, to face quarrels at home, to face God knows what will come next.. Fights? more fights and craziness? God forgive me. ]

My dearest girl's sick and I do not know what else to do but just accompany her, of course I didn't laugh at her purposely just because she lost her voice you know, but its kinda funny though, for the first time in my life, she never scream, and if she did, nobody heard her, what came out was just a silent scream..[ What lovely husky voice u have ;) ]

She got flu/cough, you name it, she's suffering from it. All I want is for her to get well ASAP!!>,<'' Supposed to go for DDR [ Dance Dance Revolution ] ; together with Corin and my girlfriend, however, because she needed to see the doctor urgently, our plans has been canceled, [ sorry to say this Dear, if you're reading , please do not get angry with me wor!]

At first when she told us that she couldn't come for DDR, not only do I, whom had prepared everything and gotten myself ready for the game @ Westmall, was overwhelmed with disappointment, after recollecting my thoughts and reading through the many text messages from her, I cooled myself down and told myself, she needed to rest, and if I were to betray her by going with Corin, she would eventually get mad with me if she finds out. Of course, I would never hide anything from my girl de, showed her the messages Corin sent and told her that I'm not going, even though my girl allowed me to. In my mind I know that what she needed most is me.

Shown my concern by not disturbing her, though her Ah Ma was angry the fact that I was holding the pillow for her grand daughter while she slept peacefully under the effects of her medications. I just shrugged the comments made by her grandmother off and smiled like this, " ^-^ " .. Ryan went off to roller blade without informing his mom, my God mother to be, neither did he informed his grandmother, and I got scoldings too from their Ah Ma.. LOL xDDD.. point fingers time when he came back.

Wrote the medication timing for my girl while she's asleep and mindfully placed it below her medicines. Hope she follows the timing especially for her anti-biotics.. D: forgot to bring home my jacket though, she needs it more then I do. Maybe shall get it back tomorrow or something before mom suspects anything ._. ~ lol [ HOPE SHE DOESN'T QUESTION ME!! DDDDD: ]


XoXo 2 C.T ~ FatFat

How 2 Be A good BoYFwEn?!

Hey PEOPLE of The Earth =DDDDDDDDDDD * and the grin goes on* .. here's my little dirty secret that I'm about to share with GUYS only.. ~ Girls, batteries are not included; oh, sorry! * Sings Sorry Sorry by Super Juniors * eh?! Where was I? ~lol~ What I meant was that Girls, if you wanna read it, go ahead, no ProbLemO, Amigos!!

You see, nowadays, shall I say all girls? or most girls? 50-50 yeah? According to my own findings, most of the girls these days, don't care whether they come from the States or some countries, in general, they expect their BoYFriEnds 2 be PerFeCt to them, yeah PERFECT/ but the saying goes, " Love me for all that I am and you shall be loved back as much as I love myself " aww so sweet * vomits * Girls just don't get it do they? And we guys have to "suffer" all hurts if anything goes wrong, we guys ALWAYS get the blame or we SWALLOW all the blamings :<<


Step 1: LISTEN! 2 what ur girl has to say all the time ( even if u disagree with her jus listen u dumbass! ) HEAR her out, and make a point to agree or disagree POLITELY~! name calling only makes u like a JErK! Step 2: Never ever go on with topics that will bore her!! Step 3: If she doesn't want to be intimate, DONT push it fella, you'll only be seeing her DARK side! RESPECT HER!!! [ Tell me about it ] Step 4: Be Honest, Respectful & Loyal! [ No texting other girls in front or behind her back ah!] Step 5: Be well groomed and use good manners [ be real man! ] in front of her family members @ All times ^-^ Step 6: When u go dating, don't complain about prices, if you are broke, plan a date in.. her house , ur house , or where ever u think is cheap and environmentally fun at the same time; exp: East Coast Park [ Not ask you bring her to Old Changi Hospital and scaring the shit out of yourself -,- ] Step 7: ACCEPT her for All She is!!! [ This is the most vital thing in every single relationship]


There you have it =D hope u'll apply that into ur daily life with ur Beloved ones...

mine? I'm still learning new things each n every day..

HIIIIEEE people, the reason why I quitted Habbo ish because not only ish it getting pretty stupid, its being over populated with Noobs; and I mean stupid Noobs who goes around asking not only for donations but mass spam us Old Birds T-T [ Look at my BADGES SUCKERS!! > www.habbo.com.sg/home/Damdeok << U can jolly well KISSS my ass * smacks butt *

Here are my old Habbo Accounts:

1. Val3ntino
2. DJ-Kazua
3. McKaZua
4. NoobKazua
5. Damdeok

How 2 Spot a Noob? :

1. Dressing [ they totally suck at it ]
2. Asking for Donations [ Gimme 50 c and I won't come disturb u again!!!]
3. Trading? [ Can I give 1 c and 3 Respects??? for ur Throne Chair? ]
4. Lying/Scolding/Insulting [ I call DOELEE den U noe! U NOOB!! U SKEMMER, SKEMMED 1c!!]
5. Spamming [ I W3nt to this GAME hor? FF LEI, THE OWNER ****** SKEMMED MY COINS!! FAKE DE LOR; DUN GO HIS FF K? ALL GO HIS ROOM SCOLD HIM!! ]
6. Kick & Ban u from their room jus because they Buay Song u =,=''

Isn;t this what you and I see day in day out? Annoying right? So my dearest fellow Habbo friends/family, please join me in hands 2 quit Habbo today and play other more fun games such as DDR or Car racing at the Arcade, or even better, play Dragconica on9 :DDD its more fun then the now Habbo Singapore; which is over taken by a Stupid Brainless Manager called " Tallespin " whom only supports the "famous" Habbos like Twinkerbell / Replique and so on and so forth.

2 My Beloved Habbo friends whom had quitted thank u:
> JeffQiu
> Sorin [ passed away, please respect her , tyvm. ]
> Basbaby
> Aceter
> Mastery
> xia0apple
> w0lves
> Favelle


Ps. Great.La always sucks u wanna noe why? their PRICES ALL WRONG ONE!! lmao
> > One Day a Bee went into my Fax, and I threw it down the Staircase and it hitted both JennieT and Replique :DDDDDD

~ Till Then
Damdeok

Been slacking these few weeks, hardly ever studied, studied also got scoldings from my parents for no apparent reasons.. Went DDR-ing with my girlfriend, C. and some of my past Secondary school friends; played a total of 15 hours plus; 3 days straight, well the after effects?? >> Foot injured, arm muscle tear. lol!! [ I'm not dead yet u noe, I shall play on xDD ]



Up there's my favorite DDR Song to dance, and its only in Challenge mode, love challenging C. , even though I " lost " to her purposely, cos she's after all my beloved girlfriend, why not? Besides she's much better then I am for DDR as she'd been dancing for god knows how many months or years probably, and I started only 4 days ago as a Basic player, not beginner player k? Basic's more fun and fast, just right for me, shall add on the speed sooner or later when I'm ready, most probably end of this week? heh

Can't wait to see my girlfriend later, missing her already even though its just past 12 hours that I met her only yesterday. T-T the feelings' can never be explained alright? If ur in love, u should know how i feel.. lmao~~