HELLO FATTIES~~~ Who miss me? xPPP ~giggles~ Hey wazzup? I've been into Dollfies lately, or shall I say recently after getting my boy, Francis a new set of "gothic"-liked clothes and well, Alice says that he has a very gothic look xDD.. and he is such a cute boy witha cute face, but his body? special D; lol~~ hard to find clothes for him .. so sad.. haha.. :X

I'm intending to either get a new girl or a boy; 60cm dollfie, or maybe get both but slowly, i can't simply buy my friend's doll right? even though me and his girl can get along very well... and Alice is now thinking that I would love to buy AOD Mu Lan from her :I . I was thinking of buying his daughter for him and I'll take care of her as a Godfather myself .. maybe bring her to visit Alex lor.. Haish~ Can't decide, Alex had helped me in many ways le and even treated me as a younger brother/sister even though he's younger then I am. LOL~~ :o haha I'm giving him my M.A.C make-up kit xPPP its all about cosplaying k? not that he wants to act Pikachu with my blusher =,='' LAWL~~

I cut my wrist 4 times.. becos my dear doubted my love for her..and I am quite upset over it.. can she believe a manipulated lie by her bff from habbo? one whom might turn things around? perhaps..my habbo was hacked by .. 3 suspects.. 1 hayden , 2 Zedd 3.. maybe my ex, Claudia Teo..[ I shall not go into details more.. cos the more I say, the more upset and unhappy I get to be.. blamed for things which I never do or even say. ]
1. Since when have I ever like pinoy girls? [ i'm rather racist sorry to say. ] , 2. Cess everyone knows she's happily attached with someone already in real life, 3rd. I love my baby Crysta so much dearly den anything else in this whole crazy universe, I'll never think of cheating on her with other people?! Let alone asking other people to be my stead. Whom in the right mind will cheat? Gosh, I'm not even a player.



Baby if ur reading this.. I want you to know that I'd already dug my heart out for you, people may cry tears but i cried blood and bled for you.

Hello Fatties~~

As you all may know, I'm a person whom has little or no patience with certain people, and this..boils down to one thing; Habbo. I get irritated every time when I stead with someone from Habbo, and they go around telling you that its only a virtual game, and the feelings? just virtual, and will never bring out to real life. Aren't we all real human beings playing that silly game? and .. won't we at least bring certain feelings into the game itself? o,o

Yeah I shall not name whom that person is and how she " broke my pixel heart" , get it? Pixel heart xDDD!!~~ yada yada yada~~ Hey, I did truly loved her once k? and my feelings for her? has became real and mutual, its not only jus Habbo alone, my feelings are being duped by that one girl. And because of it, I broke up with her telling her " oops I think I broke your Habbo heart :X , and how stupid can you be? " pwnz .. and that " Its just a virtual game k? My feelings for you is just virtual. " < having her words thrown back at her, she got a huge slap onto her face xDD TO me? seeing her shock expression and what ever she responded was like winning the lottery. At least now she knows how hurt I've been when I was with her. >:)

Well, my tips for you? Never date anyone on Habbo.. can date, but.. Never give her/him your all, unless you really want that girl/boy to be your real life stead, and I have no say, but good luck to you all. =BBBB

haha sorry to disappoint u people that I'd not been blogging lately .. erm due to stress? personal problems and of course.. my piano performances :<<< sad hor? i know you all miss me badly lah.. hahaha.. shall blog soon :)

Sold my iPhone to my mom for $600 bucks cos I don't wish to earn money from her you know? So I'm having a 3G plan now, however, will get my $500 handset voucher next month, therefore intending to get one 3G phone xDD!! haha!

Anyways went DDR with Nurul and Prisc after class last night, had much fun taking crazy neoprints with them too.. k I upload funny video k? its Afronova < the ddr song we danced..

Dearest Baby Love,

I do feel sad and lonely at times when we couldn't text or call each other, but my heart's telling me that you are near no matter what happens. Circumstances like these only brought me closer to you each and every day. Nothing much happening in my life lately, I have stopped playing ddr le, cos I feel that not only is it a waste of money, my health's deteriorating too. [ Do not fret dear, I've seen a doctor le, and I do not have asthma but have some what closer to that kind of illness, shortness of breath, as I do not exercise daily, if I suddenly go do this type of " exercise " my body won't be able to take it de. ] Know that I'll always love you no matter what, even if you hurt me, I'll still forgive you de.

Loads of Love,
Ash'

Ok.. Luff all u wan =,='